Executive Produced by Erika Alexander, the film is a heartfelt, darkly comedic coming-of-age surreal drama that explores coping with challenging emotions through substance abuse. It follows an angsty teen with body image issues as she navigates complex family dynamics and plots to reclaim her agency amidst the chaos of her estranged aunt’s recent arrival. It delves into body image, mental health, complex family dynamics, and the transformative power of facing our shadows. An NYU Graduate Film Thesis film.
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A portion of the film has already been filmed. Currently raising funds to complete a 2nd round of filming (tentatively set for Summer 2025), and for post-production expenses which include editing, music copyrights, VFX, color grading and more.
The intention is for the short film to be a proof-of-concept for a feature length film. Having a proof of concept makes it easier to raise money the feature.
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Inspired by my own adolescent memories, the film celebrates the longstanding coming-of-age genre but with a complex and nuanced story centering Black, fat, and queer people. Although the film traverses rather heavy themes, its humor and surreal flourishes add moments of levity throughout. At its core, the film is about the destructive ways we cope and self-soothe when we don't have adequate emotional support and the resources to deal in healthier ways.
The film follows thirteen-year-old BEA, a creative and strong-willed Nigerian-American girl who struggles with body image and self-worth as she deals with the sudden shift of the status quo after her estranged aunt PHUMIE comes to live with her family. An eccentric, failed musician who hails from the Midwest, Phumie becomes a caregiver for Bea and her younger sister while their parents are mostly absent, working many hours. First off, Bea feels bitter that Phumie is staying in her bedroom, which is ripe fuel for Bea’s grievance against Phumie. In fact, Bea sees Phumie as a formidable foe who has other strikes against her, including monitoring Bea’s weight and bossing her around.
On a late summer day, Phumie accompanies Bea and her sister, Opal, on a back-to-school shopping trip. During the outing, tensions rise between Bea and Phumie as Bea resists Phumie’s authority and Phumie makes several chaotic missteps as a new caregiver. Bea strategizes how to drive Phumie away with the help of her malevolent Doppelgänger, an imagined manifestation of the thoughts and emotions Bea suppresses and a surreal flourish throughout the film.
Underscoring the core conflict are moments that show Bea struggling with her body image and self-worth, oftentimes turning to food to cope and, ultimately, numb. In parallel, we also learn that Phumie has her own parallel struggle, which has serious consequences for how she shows up as a caretaker.
This film is deeply personal, and writing it has been a vehicle for self-healing, a way for me to revisit and make sense of old memories that have shaped my life experience on this planet. It's also universal. I wanted to explore the various ways we fill ourselves with external things to numb and avoid our feelings, and I did this through the strained relationship between two characters who are struggling in their own ways. This story is important because it conveys a powerful message and advances the representation of historically ridiculed and marginalized bodies.
Bea and Phumie feel deeply, and many of those feelings are painful, so life becomes constantly strategizing how to suppress and escape. Escape from prisons—bodies— that are sources of pain and discomfort. I'm fascinated by the dynamic and tension that arise with these two characters, who are similar in several ways—sensitive, creative, independent, and with parallel struggles. They are essentially mirrors of each other. They unconsciously see themselves reflected in each other, and they don't like what they see.
My intention is to add to the longstanding coming-of-age genre but portray a nuanced story that I personally haven't seen before. I wanted to write a story about a fat person where the main narrative thrust isn't just about them being fat, which is a perspective I don't see much of in narrative films and television.